Daily Writing - Truly M

Toni is Booking 4 TFP/TFCD for rare projects
Toni is Booking for Modeling Projects, Writing Projects, Promoting Needs etc.
Contact Ms. Toni through her email Marsalya1@yahoo.com or her Personal Assistant
Happiness is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you turn your attention to other things, It comes and sits softly on your shoulder...this is how I feel about life.
My name is as Beautiful as my Soul - Mar*sal*ia - I love the unique spelling and the fact that I can use M*a*r*s*a*l*i*a on everything and it be the first and only time being used. In research I found that Ma/r/s/a/li/a is a last name for many. Pretty neat piece of knowledge.
I never wanted my name to shortened and actually started to go by Toni for work reasons and Toni comes from my middle name. No one started to call me Mari (ma*di) until around 2011.
Whenever you label yourself you take the risk of being judged!
"Good judgement comes from experience. Experience comes from bad judgement."
I've done a lot of Modeling some risque, some that belong on billboards and some I may be shy about in front of my Dad and when you've been thin your entire life; too skinny some would say and you go through a battle for your life with Cancer and the chemo, steroids so fourth make you blow up not to mention the loss of twins (something I rarely will discuss) you can have some sadness, hurt and most importantly feel depressed. I at one point didn't even want to come out of my house none the less go out and chance being seen in public. I am not thin, nor super skinny anymore but I am secure enough to walk out them doors and of course wish I was in tip top shape for myself at times and have found that the most important thing for life and myself is that I am in shape for my health!
I am a Christian; I love God and when God speaks to me and says don't do that ... I go with that. I don't take my clothes off and show half my body like some girls do on personal facebook's (my acquaintances family & friends included) for themselves and for the need to be seen however I do model for clothing lines and jewelery etc. so if you see something that you feel is not of good taste I am sorry; I am a Professional Model, Love Modeling, Fashion Shows, Speaking and my household and I decide what work I will do and or put up and at the end of the day I (MYSELF) am proud of my work especially after how far I have come.. yes I am proud to share that work.
However as time goes and my relationship with God grows there may be some work I may be embarrassed of or think "what was I thinking" but I feel in life we label to much and put to much emphases on making others feel embarrassed, ashamed or wrong.
I am a lot of things - just don't call me a liar as I pride myself in being honest.
      I started modeling as a teenager; I have traveled around the world and love my life for the bad and good that I have been through.
I feel as though I have an old soul/spirit and I've always had a crazy wild side about me that may just simply be considered retro or as my Son loves to call me Hippie.
I love working for a cause, I love volunteering so if you have a event that is of good cause, I have no problem and in fact would be honored to work for your event as long as it is a notable charity or cause.
I want to be well remembered in a positive way and a women that made a difference in this world. I am passionate, active and may seem impatient at times because I follow the “go after what you want and get it” rule!
I love the Inspiration that is in my life and if your one of them THANK YOU!