a Pen and Paper

Do you realize how beautiful it is to have a pen and paper?

Even if you feel no one listens to you even if you feel that you can read to someone and they would just fall asleep...

At least if you have your pen and paper you have freedom.

The freedom to talk to speak to yell to cry to feel to smile to laugh and it can bring you peace... it brings you joy!

a Pen and Paper

Oh joy it's better then any little 'ol toy!

I still remember sitting in my window seal legs up paper on my lap ..the pen gracing those pages as my radio blared the latest music. Oldies of course :-)

Those days seem so far away but for a moment as I write I can feel that link ... the link between me and that little girl. I was so young precious and had the biggest imagination - full of hope big dreams and still to this day I find myself having that big 'ol heart believing the best in everything ... in everyone.

“Watching someone walk out of your life shouldn't make you bitter or cynical about love. But rather make you realize that if YOU wanted so much to be with the wrong person how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along.”

I'm going to make it....

I know what it's like to want to die.  How it hurts to smile.  How you try to fit in but you can't.  How you hurt yourself on the outside to kill the things on the inside. YOU are the person who has to live with yourself. YOU have to look at yourself in the mirror each day, go to work, be active, and be comfortable with your decisions. Regardless of what others think or see in you, it is your own perspective of you that matters most.