FAMILY & FRIENDS

It's important to me that everyone that means anything to me reads this:

It came to my attention that I could be making people feel the way sometimes I may feel. When we are young we are free and sometimes are schedules are so free that we are more readily available for the world or certain people.

Do you ever wonder or say why can't that person pick up the phone and call me? Why can't that person text me? Why hasn't that person been around?

Well I have and to be honest I shouldn't because the same could be said about me.

In the past couple years I've lost some very significant people in my life. My mom's side lost the male ROCK in the family at least I feel we did and my father's side lost our Great Grandma then shortly after that found out our Grandfather has a short time to be with us. My son lost his Grandma my ex Mother in law whom I loved very much and my Sisters and Brother also lost a aunt that went way to young and this is just to name a few.

I am not writing this to get into all of that as I came along way as I told myself I wouldn't let that get me as down as I was getting. However I did become very lost, very sad and felt so alone.

Do you know you can have some very close people to you and just feel one person isn't there and that can make you FEEL SO ALONE? Well yes it can.

This year when I heard about a couple very sad things I wanted to be super women and be there for everything but it was to hard.

I have a close couple friends that I use to be with all the time and I've not been the usual "ME" since I'm always around for everything and haven't been for awhile.

I could say WELL NO ONE HAS BEEN THERE FOR me through all of this stuff but I didn't really tell anyone about all of this stuff or how hard it was so what I will say is:

Life is busy for me but never to much to answer a call for you or open my door for you. I love you so much and that wont ever change.

Family~Our blood runs deep! God gave us an amazing crazy family and I love and miss you ALL! I'm here if you need me.

Right now my immediate family/school/work and some me time is my focus but that doesn't mean you don't matter, that I don't love you or that I'm not here.

My number is the same if you need it let me know.