So we cried this passed week.
We tried to hold it together but it was harder then you can imagine.
Seeing someone you looked up to your entire childhood ready to loose someone "your not ready to" can kill apart of your soul.
We purposely didn't hug thanksgiving eve we knew it would turn into tears.
Thanksgiving was hard we both cried all day... however it was great to see Grandpa having a good day and talking so much.
Almost midnight we finally were home and started to talk about some really painful memories that we both had questions about and realized we weren't the only ones with these questions.
The awful truth is we weren't ready for these answers.
Why we left only to watch my Aunt be ridiculed. Like how could you?
That was the cake and the icing was being called one of the NAME(S) I would never want to be called.
I want to say after the month I've had and the passed three days of my niece going into the hospital only to still be there and how awful on Thanksgiving!!!! <
I bawled my eyes out for fifteen full minutes in the car, I can't explain my PAIN.
I tried to say we could go here and enjoy our time.... but to know this is why you don't go around anyone or go anywhere... that makes me feel bad!!!
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