Do you think Oprah reads her emails?

I mean do you think she once in awhile goes through and says let me read some of these?

I am just curious.

I have for many years watched her show and seen all that her show does for people. So over the years for Mothers Day I always would say I should write in for my mom. Every time I see how crazy expensive it is to try and have a child when I need to do IVF.

That is just to emotional. However since my Grandpa passed; as I pray and watch Joel Osteen etc. In this moment I actually sent a little message to see if I could get a address to write in. I know I always wanted to get them on the makeover show just so my Grandpa's wheel chair could get in and out of the house.

So now I was wondering about the house; is Grandma taken care of. I find now that it's a reverse mortgage, I can't do anything at all about that. I mean I wanted to be sure it would be paid off for her, and or make sure it would remain in the family for my son's sake. My son has been so close to my Grandpa as close as I always have been to my Grandma and I can't bare the thought that one day... yes one day the property will belong to some bank.

The house is not that great since they lost the house in the flood had to either rebuild or get another home.

This home has helped all of us at one time or another. Everyone in our family has been there, BBQ's family time etc. It was the house at one point that has been most of our place of living. I remember living with my Grandparents in 9th grade and I mainly remember that house being the savior for my brothers recovery.

If I had the money I would redo the whole property, build Grandma a big beautiful home to have family gatherings. Right now it's so hard for us to do much in the kitchen. I would build two to three more houses on the property so Grandma had 24 hour help and someone there to take care of her.

She tells me she is alright as I offered to move there and just keep my lease going, she tells my mom she is alright as Grandpa told my mom to take care of all of there affairs. My aunt and my uncle are there but if they buy a home and they go, I wonder how long she will be alright.

The last month was horrible for our family. I still as always have felt it gets harder year after year to be with out my Aunt. I have no idea how it would feel for that to be my daughter. To have my Husband who loved me so much leave my side on the 8th a few days difference between her passing on the 15th of April 15 years ago.

Tears** sigh** they fall** time for me to write later.