Dear you,

Yesterday I lost one of the most important men in my life! Correction I lost the most important man in my life. You didn't come to my side, you didn't call me to check on how I was. You didn't show up. You heard me say come, you heard me say fine thats alright I don't want to inconvience you; instead of hearing my heart break and saying NO- or Just showing up, you didn't come. You didn't come be by my side. As I cried my eyes out-as I thought to myself-how much my Grandpa loved my Grandma, how much I would be so lucky to have a man love me like that, I realised that you weren't that man. I see that your not anything like him. Your not in any kind of way loving. I'm not sure this damage can be repaired.