Maybe you loose apart of yourself?

Maybe when you loose a baby you loose apart of yourself?

Maybe it changes you and your no longer who you once were.

What if you turn around and look back and the women you once were looking at in the mirror just isn't there anymore? You turn back and take a step forward, with tears in your eyes, no one knows your pain.

No one sees the broken heart you carry. No one sees how hurt you truly are. No one gets that nothing is the same! Nothing can be the same!

Your left with the weight you gained trying to keep him/her safe growing happy and precious.

You don't want to get out of bed, you feel like you just could loose yourself in time. You know that you must smile for the world but inside your bleeding.

Bleeding but not enough to die, just enough to feel the pain, to really know the pain.

I miss the sound of your movement, the sound of your heartbeat.

If I could see that God has you there with him, and know that there was a purpose then maybe I could try to understand.

Your told it will be okay that you will be okay, that everything happens for a reason. Well I am not a person that believes things happen for a reason, I believe that half of life is that way.

I know that in life you have to tell yourself that, to get through the hard moments.

Next time you walk down the street just imagine that person walking next to you can be so broken inside. You would be amazed to know how many people hold so much in.

maybe just maybe you loose apart of yourself......