Thursday, February 19, 2009

Saddest day of my life

I believed the day my Aunt died would always continue to be the worse day of my life! As I have always had such a hard time with it! I have always just seen it getting worse and worse! I mean how can you deal with it, counseling, talks, reading, crying, praying; nothing really has helped or prepared me for this day!

The only thing I did know is I didn't want to be married and be not living with the person or not having a MARRIAGE!

I felt as though it was my only choice, but if so...

WHY DOES IT HURT SO MUCH??????????? WHY DOES IT MAKE ME WANT TO DIE?

I knew this day would come but I wasn't ready for it.

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